Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Day on the Farm

So we had a pretty great weekend...saw lots of familiar faces that we haven't seen in a while...and it was wonderful! learned a new trick....emailing pics from my phone to me...
so here's a selection from our trip out to my dad's sheep farm (Lighthouse Farms....link coming soon!)


Dad and TadBit and LittleBit

Bug with LittleBit
Bug and Eye staring lovingly into each other's eyes *sigh* yep. we're cute and sickeningly in love...isn't it grand??!

TadBit decides the banana oil on my leg is tasty stuff....

More pics coming when I finish emailing them to myself :-)

So...the weekend recap....
Friday:
that was the day I discovered my car had been desecrated, so it was a less than stellar day, headache all day, drove home....
Saturday:
Got up, trip to town, rush home and get ready for a friend's wedding...off to the wedding...it was nice, outdoor reception which would have been even more beautiful had the rain not made it cold...but it was good anyway...ooh and her cake! Bottom layer - chocolate with peanut butter filling, next layer - pumpkin with pumpkin cream cheese filling, top layer - vanilla with vanilla filling. Let me just say it was MUCH tasty baboon!!
Then we headed home, ordered some fried stuff and watched a movie....
Sunday:
We were supposed to meet mom at the cemetery at 1...ended up being more like 2:30-3ish....
then we headed to see Mrs. G and E and ooh that was awesome..... SO good to see old friends and hug them in person!
Then of course, since we were in that particular town we could simply NOT go home without a few breadsticks....plus...well...Bug was hungry :-)

Monday:
SLEPT IN!! I did not get out of bed until 9:00 a.m.!!!!
Cookout at dad's then the delightful trip back...ugh I hate that drive...

and here we are on Tuesday and back to the grind....

Friday, May 25, 2007

will you leave it on the desk?

my friend Wendie posted this on her myspace. it made me cry.

DON'T LEAVE IT ON THE DESK

There was a certain Professor of Religion named Dr Christianson, a studious man who taught at a small college in the Western United States. Dr. Christianson taught the required survey course in Christianity at this particular institution.
Every student was required to take this course hisfreshman year, regardless of his or her major. Although Dr. Christianson tried hard to communicate the essence of the gospel in his class, he found that most of his students looked upon thecourse as nothing but required drudgery. Despite his best efforts, most students refused to take Christianity seriously.This year, Dr. Christianson had a special student named Steve.
Steve was only a freshman, but was studying with the intent of going onto seminary for the ministry. Steve was popular, he was well liked, and he was an imposing physical specimen. He was now the starting center on the schoolfootball team, and was the best student in the professor's class.
One day, Dr. Christianson asked Steve to stay after class so he could talk with him. "How many push-ups can you do?" Steve said, "I do about 200 every night." "200? That's pretty good, Steve," Dr. Christianson said. "Do you think you could do 300?"Steve replied, "I don't know.... I've never done 300at a time.""Do you think you could?" again asked Dr. Christianson."Well, I can try," said Steve."Can you do 300 in sets of 10? I have a class project in mind and I need you to do about 300 push-ups in sets of ten for this to work. Can you do it? I need you to tell me you can do it," said the professor.
Steve said, "Well... I think I can...yeah, I can do it"Dr. Christianson said, "Good! I need you to do this on Friday. Let me explain what I have in mind."Friday came and Steve got to class early and sat in the front of the room.
When class started, the professor pulled out a big box of donuts. No, these weren't the normal kinds of donuts, they were the extra fancy BIG kind, with cream centers and frosting swirls. Everyone was pretty excited it was Friday, the last class of the day, and they were going to get an early start on the weekend with a party in Dr. Christianson's class.
Dr. Christianson went to the first girl in the first row and asked, "Cynthia, do you want to have one of these donuts?"Cynthia said, "Yes."
Dr. Christianson then turned to Steve and asked, "Steve, would you do ten push-ups so that Cynthia can have a donut?""Sure." Steve jumped down from his desk to do a quick ten.
Then Steve again sat in his desk. Dr. Christianson put a donut on Cynthia's desk.
Dr. Christianson then went to Joe, the next person, and asked, "Joe, do you want a donut?"Joe said, "Yes." Dr. Christianson asked, "Steve would you do ten push-ups so Joe can have a donut?"
Steve did ten push-ups, Joe got a donut.
And so it went, down the first aisle, Steve did ten push-ups for every person before they got their donut.Walking down the second aisle, Dr. Christianson came to Scott.
Scott was on the basketball team, and in as good condition as Steve. He was very popular and never lacking for female companionship.
When the professor asked, "Scott do you want a donut?" Scott's reply was, "Well, can I do my own push-ups?"Dr. Christianson said, "No, Steve has to do them."
Then Scott said, "Well, I don't want one then."Dr. Christianson shrugged and then turned to Steve and asked, "Steve, would you do ten push-ups so Scott can have a donut he doesn't want?"
With perfect obedience Steve started to do ten push-ups. Scott said, "HEY! I said I didn't want one!"
Dr. Christianson said, "Look! this is my classroom, my class, my desks, and these are my donuts. Just leave it on the desk if you don't want it."
And he put a donut on Scott's desk.Now by this time, Steve had begun to slow down a little. He just stayed on the floor between sets because it took too much effort to be getting up and down . You could start to see a little perspiration coming out around his brow.Dr. Christianson started down the third row.
Now the students were beginning to get a little angry. Dr. Christianson asked Jenny, "Jenny, do you want a donut?"
Sternly, Jenny said, "No."Then Dr. Christianson asked Steve, "Steve, would you do ten more push-ups so Jenny can have a donut that she doesn't want?"
Steve did ten....Jenny got a donut.
By now, a growing sense of uneasiness filled the room. The students were beginning to say "No" and there were all these uneaten donuts on the desks. Steve also had to really put forth a lot of extra effort to get these push-ups done for each donut.
There began to be a small pool ofsweat on the floor beneath his face, his arms and brow were beginning to get red because of the physical effort involved.
Dr. Christianson asked Robert, who was the most vocal unbeliever in the class, to watch Steve do each push up to make sure he did the full ten push-ups in a set because he couldn't bear to watch all of Steve's work for all of those uneaten donuts.
He sent Robert over to where Steve was so Robert could count the set and watch Steve closely.
Dr. Christianson started down the fourth row. During his class, however, some students from other classes had wandered in and sat down on the steps along the radiators that ran down the sides of the room.
When the professor realized this, he did a quick count and saw that nowthere were 34students in the room.
He started to worry if Steve would be able to make it.
Dr. Christianson went on to the next person and the next and the next. Near the end of that row, Steve was really having a rough time.
He was taking a lot more time to complete each set.
Steve asked Dr Christianson, "Do I have to make my nose touch on each one?"Dr. Christianson thought for a moment, "Well, they're your push-ups. You are in charge now. You can do them any way that you want."
And Dr. Christianson went on.A few moments later, Jason, a recent transfer student, came to the room and was about to come in when all the students yelled in one voice, "NO! Don't come in! Stay out!"
Jason didn't know what was going on.
Steve picked up his head and said, "No, let him come."
Professor Christianson said, "You realize that if Jason comes in you will have to do ten push-ups for him?"
Steve said, "Yes, let him come in. Give him a donut"
Dr. Christianson said, "Okay, Steve, I'll let you get Jason's out of the way right now. Jason, do you want a donut?"J
ason, new to the room, hardly knew what was going on. "Yes," he said, "give me a donut."
"Steve, will you do ten push-ups so that Jason can have a donut?" Steve did ten push-ups very slowly and with great effort.
Jason, bewildered, was handed a donut and sat down.
Dr. Christianson finished the fourth row, and then started on those visitors seated by the heaters. Steve's arms were now shaking with each push-up in a struggle to lift himself against the force of gravity. By this time sweat was profusely dropping off of his face, there was no sound excepthis heavy breathing; there was not a dry eye in the room. The very last two students in the room were two young women, both cheerleaders, and very popular.
Dr. Christianson went to Linda, the second to last, and asked, "Linda, do you want a doughnut?"Linda said, very sadly, "No, thank you."
Professor Christianson quietly asked, "Steve, would you do ten push-ups so that Linda can have a donut she doesn't want?"
Grunting from the effort, Steve did ten very slow push-ups for Linda.Then Dr Christianson turned to the last girl, Susan. "Susan, do you want a donut?"
Susan, with tears flowing down her face, began to cry. "Dr. Christianson, why can't I help him?"
Dr. Christianson, with tears of his own, said, "No, Steve has to do it alone, I have given him this task and he is in charge of seeing that everyone has an opportunity for a donut whether they want it or not.
When I decided to have a party this last day of class, I looked at my grade book. Steve here is the only student with a perfect grade. Everyone else has failed a test, skipped class, or offered me inferior work.
Steve told me that in football practice, when a player messes up he must do push-ups. I told Steve that none of you could come to my party unless he paid the price by doing your push ups. He and I made a deal for your sakes.""Steve, would you do ten push-ups so Susan can have a donut?"
As Steve very slowly finished his last push-up, with the understanding that he had accomplished all that was required of him, having done 350 push-ups, his arms buckled beneath him and he fell to the floor.
Dr. Christianson turned to the room and said. "And so it was, that our Savior, Jesus Christ, on the cross, plead to the Father, 'into thy hands I commend my spirit.' With the understanding that He had done everything that was required of Him, He yielded up His life. And like some of thosein this room, many of us leave the gift on the desk, uneaten."
Two students helped Steve up off the floor and to a seat, physically exhausted, but wearing a thin smile. "Well done, good and faithful servant," said the professor, adding "Not all sermons are preached in words."
Turning to his class, the professor said, "My wish is that you might understand and fully comprehend all the riches of grace and mercy that have been given to you through the sacrifice of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
He spared not only His Begotten Son, but gave Him up for us all, for the whole Church, now and forever. Whether or not we choose to accept His gift to us, the price has been paid." "Wouldn't you be foolish and ungrateful to leave it lying on the desk?"Share this with someone. It's bound to touch their heart and demonstrate Salvation in a very special way.

Thursday, May 17, 2007

RAIN?!?

I thought May was supposed to bring flowers....
anyway...it's a rainy day in the B-Lo...and I want to be home in bed with a good book and a hot cup of tea and not have to do anything...
but it's not like that in the real world....so I'm at work getting ready to start the day...starting a little early today so I can leave early tomorrow to watch Nathaniel graduate from college...seems like just yesterday I was giggling at mom videotaping them playing with their GI Joes in the Christmas tree....Josh has his own place now....Kasey is *gasp* dating! and I'm getting hitched....
amazing how fast it all goes past huh?

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Hurray!

So things are starting to fall into place! and now we look to God to provide the finances and the sanity to get through the next 459 days!

We met with a great guy at the reception hall we're pretty sure we're going with...we've got some names for a baker to create our dream cake...we're meeting with a DJ tonight...we've picked out our favors...but that's gonna stay a secret for a little while longer...
I've got my dress, the gifts for the ladies, the flowers and music....we've designed our rings...now we need a photographer, tuxedos, a honeymoon, a license and for August 16, 2008 to hurry up and get here :-D

Monday, May 14, 2007

mondays

so what's up with Mondays? I mean seriously...I drag myself out of bed and I'm all ugh...and the day drags and such...but if I have a Monday off...Tuesday is fine....so what's the deal with (no, not corn nuts) Mondays?

Theories?

Friday, May 11, 2007

Bug Speaks!

Here goes my first attempt at a blog....
Don't you love when you decide how God is supposed to act in certain situations. When we build this...well, false idol, really, why should we be surprised when He doesn't fit in our box? And then we are left with our doubts, and in worse situations, our accusations. So this clearly is coming from a situation I'm dealing with. The answer: Count my blessings. Literally. I'm going to be at it awhile....
It's an interesting thing when people don't want to hear anything about the gospel. I was talking to one of my bosses yesterday and I asked him if the company made them tuck in their shirts. I had a feeling that they did because I had seen three supervisors standing together and I noticed they all had their [polo] shirts tucked in. So my boss told me that they made him tuck their shirts in, and when I asked why he told me they were supposed to be professional. I told him no offense, but they're the most unprofessional of the three shifts I've worked on. He asked why and I told him that there wasn't a supervisor I had seen that didn't cuss like a...well, you get the idea. So as we were talking he told me that the swear word he uses most is G-D. He said he likes using that one more than the F-bomb because to him, it's less offensive since he's not a believer. Of course the point isn't about the offense to him, but I didn't want to press him too hard on it. Now, admittedly, I don't do the greatest job of evangelism. It certainly doesn't come naturally to me. But here he is bringing up his unbelief. The hard part was done for me. So I asked him a couple generic questions to get started, and he really wasn't having any of it.
You have to wonder what he's been through that makes him shut down like that. It could be he lost his faith over a painful experience long ago. Maybe he was brought up atheist. Maybe he has been wronged by Christians. I've been in situations where this is the case. It's unfair. It's like people that say all men/women are evil because they had one or two bad relationships. People hold stuff against you because of something someone else did. Worse, they hold stuff against God. So what can we do? We need to make it clear that the point isn't what other people do, it's what Jesus did. It's not fair to judge a belief system by anything other than it's champion, and our champion is Jesus Christ. Second, let's not be stumbling blocks for people. Ever see Christians wield the truth like a lead pipe, beating people over the head with it? I have, and I used to be one. There is a "more excellent way", to make a paraphrase.
Another problem I have is that people associate Christianity with the Republican Party. You can see why in a lot of issues...abortion, gay marriage, etc. But Jesus was no politician. It seems he separated Himself from that whole thing. "Give to Caesar what is Caesar's"...He had more important things to deal with, and frankly, so do we. It's good to vote, but I do not want to be associated with a political party. I want to be associated with Christ. Incidentally, shouldn't we as believers be environmentalists? This is God's creation we're talking about. Who is the better party on that issue? Hopefully you see what I mean.
That's enough out of me...not too bad for a first-timer I hope.
-BrotherD

Message Strikes Again!

Have I mentioned how much I love my page a day calendar? the verse one...it rocks.

Today:
Since God assured us, "I'll never let you down, never walk off and leave you," we can boldly quote "God is there, ready to help; I'm fearless no matter waht. Who or what can get to me?" Hebrews 13:5-6 MSG

So when I'm sitting there looking at mockups of centerpieces, wondering if the cake tastes as good as it looks....wondering how on earth we are going to figure all of this out and pay for everything that needs to be paid for, live on our own, sell the house, afford this, find that....and essentially overwhelm the snot out of myself.....there's the deep calming breath..."Since God assured us I will never let you down, never walk off and leave you..." I can breathe....somehow it will work out...I just have to trust the timing.

My little sister got her first broken heart this week....I ached for her...but was reminded as I told her that timing is amazing.....that it's true.....God's never late, never early and pardon the reference to a wizard but it's like Gandalf said 'he arrives precisely when he intends to'

I guess we all have an inner three year old that wants the why, we want it now, and it had better be good! We can't possibly wait! We need it NOW!

Sunday, May 06, 2007

or we could try it this way....

a few of the long promised pics....

This post has been deleted since all the pics are in the slide show above.......
enjoy :-)

Thursday, May 03, 2007

Prayer

Today is the National Day of Prayer - a day when everyone remembers to set aside a few minutes and pray....John & Denny talked about how we have that opportunity 24/7/365....so why don't we take it?
A direct line of communication with the author and finisher of our faith, our creator - the one who wrote the owners manual....and we set it aside....we say "all we can do is pray."
That's GREAT! Prayer is very powerful.
My cousin's college roommate had a poster on her ceiling so that it was the first thing she saw when she got up in the morning. "Prayer should be our first resource, not our last resort."

In the devotional I'm reading, right now we're on prayer - the prayer of Daniel, the Lord's prayer - what it means, and just how we need to be praying, to invoke the power of God's name and to trust that what we ask in His name, under His will is DONE.

I'm not much on canned prayers - but when I was at St. Bonaventure, the prayer of St. Francis was drilled into us - and I really like the words:
Lord, make me an instrument of your peace,
Where there is hatred, let me sow love;
where there is injury, pardon;
where there is doubt, faith;
where there is despair, hope;
where there is darkness, light;
where there is sadness, joy;
O Divine Master, grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled as to console;
to be understood as to understand;
to be loved as to love.

For it is in giving that we receive;
it is in pardoning that we are pardoned;
and it is in dying that we are born to eternal life.


A good thought to keep....and of course, let me close with the words of our Lord, as He taught us:
5"And when you pray, do not be like the hypocrites, for they love to pray standing in the synagogues and on the street corners to be seen by men. I tell you the truth, they have received their reward in full. 6But when you pray, go into your room, close the door and pray to your Father, who is unseen. Then your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you. 7And when you pray, do not keep on babbling like pagans, for they think they will be heard because of their many words. 8Do not be like them, for your Father knows what you need before you ask him.

9"This, then, is how you should pray:
" 'Our Father in heaven,
hallowed be your name,
10your kingdom come,
your will be done
on earth as it is in heaven.
11Give us today our daily bread.
12Forgive us our debts,
as we also have forgiven our debtors.
13And lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from the evil one.[a]' 14For if you forgive men when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. 15But if you do not forgive men their sins, your Father will not forgive your sins.

Matthew 6:5-13, NIV