oh I needed this today.

For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother's womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well. Psalm 139:13-14 NIV

As I sat in the specialists office yesterday, I was grateful that they squeezed me in on practically no notice....but I was nervous about what would happen. I was in so much pain, and have been....I've been tackling this mountain for a couple of weeks now and I'm tired, worn, weary and frustrated. (I mean seriously, who gets heartburn from crackers!?)

I went home with a script for an endoscopy and tried to not think of all of the things that could possibly be wrong with me...ate some rice and headed for bed. My wonderful husband told me I can't think of all of those things, that I have to focus on the positive.....so I slept.

And today, I came to work and that's my verse of the day...how perfect is that? God knows what's up with my stomach - he made the thing. And whatever is going on, he's got a plan, and he will bring me through it....so, yes, I'm nervous, but I know that I'm not going to be in that room alone...well, you know, other than the medical staff, but you get my point.....